RI$

yeah

2008-06-13T22:04:04Z

i dont know who cares about this shit
i think im outgrowing online diaries
except risism.blogspot.com, thats just like, a collection of shit i find on the internet. no personal shit like i used to put in here. but i suppose livejournal served its purpose. i just think if one day, all my paper journals wash away somehow, i can find some written memories elsewhere, like here in the digital world. dang, almost 6 or 7 years running on this thing, its kind of embarrassing to see what ive said & done in my teenage years. but i think we all feel that way, right?

SO with that said!
in my evergrowing days, im currently working in ann arbor, mi, next to UofM. i've been with my boyfriend brian "sintex" glass for 9 months.. will be moving in with him soon. my brother lives in town with me. im art directing a local shop, geechi bleu. i paint still, i break still. i miss home, the bay. but i'm good where i'm at right now.

life is good.

PS
IM GOING TO TAMPA NEXT MONTH & I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT, IF YOU DO PLEASE TELL ME WASSUP, THANKS.

all work no play makes ris sick

2008-03-29T00:30:51Z

yesterday i started contemplating on putting my 2 weeks in for my second job.. basically its robbing me of my time. i work at zbar 10am, & i get out of felix at 1am. i am not down.. the people are cool & its pretty chill, but i could be doing other things making money a faster way..

but trip out, my horoscope yesterday
CAPRICORN 032708:

A difficult situation will improve if you persevere. So keep talking and keep going!
Sometimes things just aren't quite right, but you can tell that they're going to shake out in the right direction soon. That doesn't mean you're off the hook, though -- you've got to speak up to change things!

ill tell them next week.. i just gotta sit on the idea for a minute.

please recognize

2008-03-17T21:28:28Z

dissris @ 2008-03-11T17:24:00

2008-03-11T21:24:45Z

i heard a rumor that theyre gonna stop making polaroid film.

sintex supernatural

2008-03-11T21:21:58Z

SMOKIN

2008-02-25T20:36:49Z

ZANZIBAR

2008-02-24T22:19:42Z

me at my job on an off day eating & drinking all their shit

about my valentine

2008-02-15T21:06:07Z

stole from renee on myspace

1. Where did you meet?
practice at detroit summer

2. What was the first thought that went through your head when you met?
daamn he's fiiine

3. Do you remember what he/she was wearing?
hoodie & hat

4. Where was the first time you kissed this person?
after the redman show

5. How did he/she ask you out?
it just happened

6. Where did you go for your first date?
redman show! which was amazing

7.How long did you know this person before you became a couple?
mm.. about 2 months?

8. Would you change something about him/her?
i love him

9. Do you and this person have kids together?
naw

10. Have you ever broken the law with this person?
uh.. what do u mean

11. When was the first time you realized that you liked this person?
the second i saw him

12. Do you get along with any of the ex's of your partner?
hell no

13. Do you trust this person?
with my heart

14. Do you see your partner in your future?
very much

15. Whats the most expensive thing this person has given you?
its priceless

16. What is one thing he/she does that gets on your nerves?
his phone!!

17. What is the thing you do that gets on his/her nerves?
when i pause while talking haha

18. Where do you see each other in 15 years from now?
happy.

19.Will this person repost this?
no

YES, WE CAN.

2008-02-06T20:32:13Z

straight mac'n

2008-01-29T21:53:59Z

arrite, i gave in.

sweet thing

2008-01-27T21:05:44Z

brian always has bad dreams about me
like me kissing other guys.
but i wouldnt do that.

i think im moving again in about 3 months
but i'm preparing for it this time.
the last 5 years have consisted of spontaneous decisions
& impromptu lifestyle..
tired of it.
need to get grounded
& put my heart in a home.

dissris @ 2008-01-25T16:35:00

2008-01-25T21:38:15Z

literally, i can't sleep when i lose an earring.
last week i had a nightmare about it.

yesterday & today i dropped one of each from two pairs.
& i will let it out on someone if i dont find both of them
straight up.

dissris @ 2008-01-17T15:52:00

2008-01-17T20:57:43Z

beside my severe sinus pressure, & lady-like hormones, i'm starting to ease up.
life seems easier flowing after i start doing what i want without blinding consideration for others. sounds bad & selfish, but its really not.

note this

2008-01-03T20:34:30Z

bitches aint shit but hos & tricks

mi cumpleanos

2008-01-03T20:32:42Z

what do you do when you find some girl writing your man's name on the bathroom wall?

p.s. i'm 22 today happy birthday to me

true

2007-12-05T19:22:32Z

Capricorn
December 22 - January 19
Daily Overview
Low brow culture is fine, but right now your soul needs a higher level of art.

dissris @ 2007-12-01T11:05:00

2007-12-01T16:10:29Z

loyalty in the game is in black & white. keep your friends close & your enemies closer.
trust no bitch.

dissris @ 2007-11-30T19:48:00

2007-12-01T01:04:38Z

Friday, November 30, 2007

Capricorn (Dec 22- Jan 19)

Your ruling planet is serious Saturn and it's stressed by a square from the Sun today, highlighting your shortcomings. You can clearly see your weaknesses now, which could cause you to suffer a loss of confidence. This is not a reflection on your lack of ability. It's just that you and others are very critical now, and you may feel the brunt of the judgments. Acknowledge the negativity and then do what you can to make it better so you can move on.

on fuckin point.

you fuckin up my make-up boo

2007-11-28T02:16:25Z

my back to the wall
my feet on the ground
& my head in the clouds.

dissris @ 2007-11-10T00:45:00

2007-11-10T05:46:55Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY I LOVE YOU

toytown

2007-10-22T15:11:51Z

i almost feel out of my element being here.. i mean i did come here to get away from the things i was used to, but i miss some of the things i was used to.. ive readjusted to everything, but it doesnt necessarily mean im comfortable.

it's different. michigan sure aint no cali.. aint even a houston.. it's different.. ann arbor feels like a toytown to me.. not grimey like real cities.. i dont really gotta watch my back when i hear someone running up behind me, it's more than likely someone jogging.. rather than- not a jogger.. it's totally safe to walk around at 3am.. all the bums clean up after themselves.. toytown.

detroit, however, is grimey & like that.. ha. all the abandoned buildings vandalized or blanketed in graffiti gives the city character.. like a city in ruins.. something fascinating about industrial ruins & structures.. the first time brian & i hung out amongst ourselves, he showed me this spot graff writers hit up called "the graveyard." abandoned railroads & warehouses where artists go to exhibition apparently.. detroit is grimey.. but theres so much truth in it.. it became that way for historical reasons.

there's so many white people in ann arbor (no offense!).. never been around such a high abundance before though! im used to too many asians blacks or mexicans.. or just a good mix of everything.. i mean there are plenty of other races & cultures around, im just sayin, theres a lot of white people.. ha ha.

he became the sun..

2007-10-14T22:58:59Z

Do I really,
want my baby
Brother tell me what to do
I know you got to get your hustle on
So I pray
I understand the game, sometimes
And I love you strong, but,

what you gonna do when they come for you
work ain't easy but it pays the bills
what we gonna do when they come for you
God I can't stand life withoutcha

He gave me the life that I came to live
Gave me the song that I came to give
Pressure on me
But the seed had grown
I can't make it on my own
Summer came around and the flowers bloomed
He became the sun
I became the moon
Precious gifts that we both received
Or could this be make believe

whatcha gonna do when they come for you
work ain't easy but it pays the bills
what we gonna do when they come for you
gave me the life that I came to live

Don't I know there's confusion
God's gonna see us through
Peace out to revolution
But we paid though

dissris @ 2007-10-14T17:51:00

2007-10-14T21:57:53Z

UGHHHHH why you gotta be like that

i work all week & a couple times over 13 hour shifts, at the end i just need that one relaxing day & you gotta be like that.
why you gotta be like that?

i aint trying to get used to this.

i need to find a new way to release my frustrations forreal. im not down like that.

what the bloodclot

2007-10-09T23:27:38Z

how did i get here..
i mean why did i do what i did to get here?
& why does it feel so meant to happen but i would never have expected it?
trippn outt

dissris @ 2007-09-25T20:22:00

2007-09-26T00:29:48Z

he
is
amazing.